Hmm well i've officially turn 15.I feel so old omg omg~
I guess i really wanna meet mr right 0n my birthday but his not even her.7 more hours to go i still got hope.But seriously i like tis guy by the name of H...He just did't notice me.Whenever i see him on9 on fb i'll go like omfg.Waiting 4 him to say hi but he just did't notice.H went will u notice.I like u a lot.Sch wasn't so bad today i guess.I hate it ewwww.Hmm new physiscs n el teacher.Pffttt~Hate it.Hmm well im serously tired after sch slack with twin ten off home.Bath text bff ten eat.It feels so bored.When will the next holiday be???I wan holidays i can't take it.Now im use to walking up early i guess boohoo ):
Hmm i wanna do something else
Will blog again soon~

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Omg I'm such a lazy bum.Tsk lazy me.I've not been blogging for some time due to my laZyness n lack off mood.Been going out often this few days.And my birthday is tmr how great.HMm well sch is gonna reopen tmr.Haixx I hate sch.I'm gonna miSs the June holidays.It is just so freaking awesome.HMm I was very emotional yesterday. Idk why I kept crying n crying.Well I dun Noe where I'm going today but err I've pack my bag 4 sch. I'm ready for sch I guess. I'll blog again next time :)

Labels: Emotional

Hmm let see it's been ages since i last blog.
Such an ass hix been having mix feeling~
Mostly i'm alway sad :(
Even today cry crying cried will be crying again haix.Haix wat a life i wan all tis to be over.Problems everywhere.I wan my life to be perfect.I wann get to noe a guy who can look aft me~I wan a relationship tat last~Oh my i suck at love how sad rite.I may be changing my cbox.Going on a holiday tmr.I dun even noe if i'll be having fun.All i do is cry.Sensative n emotional me.Well i've pack my stuff into my big pink luggage.I love my luggage.
When will mr right finally arrived~
I'm having lots of problems i nid him to support me i wanna share with him my hardships my sorrowness.Where are u?I nid u haix
My life sucks having parents tat are .....
Omfg im gonna be crying again soon
Will blog again wen i come bck on fri night i guess~
I've piece my monreo (:

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Well i'm in a moo of blogging again hmm well i'm not gonna be a baby.I dun wanna be selfish.I'll try letting go slowly.It takes time.I noe i'm gonna get hurt.But to him we can't be together ); I suck at love i guess.Mr right?Jut have to wait.Maybe i had made his life difficult so i gotta chill a lil bit more.Gosh i gotta be more mature.Sister is given me problem plus mummy.Granny attitude sucks today.Haix im flooded with problem~Will my problem end one day ergghhh.His happy with her i guesss.I hope so la.I wan him to be happy so tat ......His just a great guy so i tink tat gurl should tresure him~His seriously great one in a million.Trust me i love him.

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Hey ppl I decided to post since I feel so bored.tis post is also secially for a person.A guy k not girl.K life is as bad as normal.Sad all the time.Cry3.Wth.But tat part of life.I'm not a strong person.I've got no one.no one to share my happiness my sorrow with.all I do is cry like a baby .I like this guy freaking much.I love him.His my first love.But ): he already found his dream girl.She mean so much to him.his a person tat I cannot let go.I will never let him go.he mean the world to me.But we can't force love.No words can decribe how much I love him.But I wan him to be happy with her.I'll wait no matter way.I wrote two song for him.I dun wan to forget him.He mean too much to me

Labels: I'll wait no matter wat

Pfft i've just reach home from school of course.Ptc today mummy and daddy did't go.But i went okay cos nid to listern to a talk from singapore poly.I'm gonna change people.I'll be chnging my image,my attitude,the way i do things and many more.I'll be changing into a better person.Parents hmm wat can i say abt them.I can tell tat mum and dad hates me a lot.Lil sis she's a pain i tell u.She keeps on showing me freaking attitude.What did i do to all their reaction i kept quiet.I pity myself.Why must i be the one facing all this problems.I've been really nice to all of them.As 4 tat guy his also not happy with me cos i just did't likehim already.I've been crying a lot lately thanks to lots of awesome ppl around me.I feel sad and depress.WTH....Life's like the climb.I'm sad cos i'm not even hakf way there.I've gotta be strong.Try to ignore wat othhers do.Being a better person will help i guess.IDK?I wish my life is just like a fairy tale.But in reality my love sucks.Too many problem.No peace.

I HATE MYSELF ):

Labels: Once upon a time can happen anytime...Or not?

Hey ppl.Feeling good today.Later off to town with my ass-es and bitches wow how fun right.Lol haha i'm going to skate again.If i ever change dun blame it on me okay.I change 4 myself.For the better.Yea and i'm kinda pist with a few people now.Maybe i'm falling in love again.Oh my i dun noe.I been spending a lot lately.I wanna go shopping haix will be doing rebonding soon (: Then i'll be buying new cloths from topshop,cottonOn.Nid to shop till i drop.Kinda stress.Oh and yea planning to change my phone.What do u think.And i'm also considering abt doin extensions.Oh well.I also need buy make up stuff.Need some fake leashes too.Buying lenses too.Oh yea i finally buy the bag i wanted (:Hmm will be watching movie also later on i guess.Today did'nt go sch cos mavis not going futher more i over slept.Thanks to tat someone la by the name of .... keep on texting me yesterday hah fun u noe text him.Hmm well tmr i'll be goin to sch (:
Till here i need go get ready going out soon...
Maybe my once upon a time is starting yay.

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